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Charles Rowland ([personal profile] hellandbackpack) wrote2025-09-19 04:22 pm
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[personal profile] catting 2025-10-11 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The Cat doesn't stop for Charles' perusal of the beach, but his ears do perk up at the mention of sea glass. He'd seen that little interaction for himself, rather than through the eyes of his cats; where Niko had given Edwin some sea glass for courage, just after Edwin had been staring at Charles without realising it, when the realisation dawned on him. That had been the day he'd transformed into Charles to tease him, hadn't it?

He doesn't like to think about it. It was a massive faux pas, but it was also potentially the first push to the snowball effect of Edwin's feelings for Charles coming to a head (even though he almost definitely had feelings for him before that) and thinking about it makes the Cat feel... weird. Not angry, not upset, but weird.

He chooses instead to latch on to the latter part of Charles' comment, since it's always so much easier to indulge in talking about himself. ]


I'm not a fan, sure, but I live on the docklands of a coastal town — I'd be in a sorry fucking state if I couldn't handle a bit of water, don't you think?

[ He asks, meandering closer to the water's edge so he can kick a few pebbles into the rolling tide, as if to prove his resilience to the stuff. ]

It's mostly domesticated house cats who fear water. Once you've been a stray for long enough, you stop being so worried about things you don't understand.
catting: (this is all for you)

[personal profile] catting 2025-10-11 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, but that makes him smile. Helplessly charmed by the idea of Charles showing any kind of empathy such as that to stray cats, the Cat King feels his opinion of Charles sliding from a place that's already pretty positive, toward an even more affectionate one. God, he's so easy; all it takes, really, is a handsome face, enough mystery to keep him keen, and a reluctance to be mean to animals. It's no wonder he falls so hard, so fast and so often. ]

Little, huh?

[ He asks, then snaps his fingers and reappears a moment later as a sleek black cat, tail high in the air, golden eyes like a sunset framed against the blue of the water behind him as he splashes his paws in the white surf. ]

There's nothing little about a cat, puppy. You should watch your mouth.
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[personal profile] catting 2025-10-18 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Little, to the Cat, doesn't even come close to any word that could be used to describe a cat's size. Little is for mice, and rodents, and things that scurry about unseen because people would rather pretend they don't exist. Cats aren't like that; if it wasn't for the strange subset of humans that find them untrustworthy for whatever reason, cats would be almost universally well liked.

But Charles has a point. Being this size does make it sufficiently easier to get himself into trouble, and is even a pretty stellar way to get himself back out of it again, too. And perhaps it's that thought that inspires him to narrow his golden eyes as he turns around with soggy little paws to study the ghost crouched nearby, on his level in what the Cat assumes Charles thought would be a placating way... but which the Cat only sees as an opportunity.

He lunges forward, pouncing at the form of the ghost until he's hooked claws into his coat and is anchoring himself up onto his shoulders, sitting proudly as though he were made to sit there. ]


I spend enough time already watching your pretty little mouth, I don't need any more encouragement.

[ And it's true. Of all Charles' most attractive features, that stupidly charming smile is is most enticing, and the one the Cat can summon with perfect clarity in his mind despite the limited number of times he's seen it directed his way. ]

Now, come on — the cannery is just down the beach once you hit the docks. You can get us both there, as penance for your insolence to a King.
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[personal profile] catting 2025-10-20 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The Cat accepts the raised hand, rubbing his whiskers once against the sharp angle of Charles' knuckle before gently nipping at it with his smaller teeth - not enough to hurt, but enough to be a playful warning. Be careful what beasts you try to pet, and all. He wonders if Charles has ever paid the price for this kind of blind trust that animals will accept a soft hand if it's offered with patience... Or if his annoyingly charming face served him well even in that regard. ]

No, you're not. Kind of the rebellious type, but you probably figured that out from the way you're dressed, right? No respectable teenager has patches on their coat.

[ Probably a wild generalisation, but the Cat doesn't need to know Charles inside and out to know that he was the type to buck the trend. It's probably why he works so well with Edwin, after all; one of them rigid and the other fluid, making for a perfect team. Ugh, it's so gross how made for each other they are. But he's not thinking about that, is he? It makes him feel weird. Even though, technically, he's doing all he can to keep Charles safe while he waits for more information about what's happened to the ghost boys. ]

Besides, I don't think there'd be any appeal in seeing you bow. [ He focuses back in on the boy under his paws, curling his tail in to play cheekily at the slope of his cheek, tickling under his nose, as he lowers his voice to murmur through a purr into his ear: ] I'd prefer to see you on your knees.
catting: (this is all for you)

[personal profile] catting 2025-10-22 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's too maddening to think about how things might have gone if he'd focused in on Charles over Edwin, or else been more strategic in his approach, maybe even lured the two of them in rather than just the one... Maddening because this is fun and easy, and could have been a reality if he'd just taken a moment or two to think before wading in.

The fact that Charles is bisexual isn't really a surprise, after all, but the fact he's not side-stepping this heavy-handed attention kind of is. Of course he doesn't have the memory of Edwin to keep him within his restraints, so the Cat supposes that is doing a lot of the heavy lifting... but there's interest in the way Charles looks at him, attraction clear in the way he holds himself as well as the fact that Charles said as much without mincing words. If he wanted to, the Cat is almost certain he could tempt Charles into a make-out session at the very least before all of this is over. It's crazy how badly he wants to try, and frustrating how loudly the alarm bells are ringing in his head telling him that's a fucking stupid idea.

At the moment, the ghost boys aren't Not talking to him, but they're also an ocean away and very much doing their own thing... so it's take what you can while you have the chance to, or leave yourself open for uncertain potential in the future. Being a hedonistic cat by nature, the Cat King knows which option he will more than likely lean into if pushed any further. He should almost definitely, then, stop flirting with Charles. ]


Trouble? Hardly. I won't ever do anything you don't want me to, I can promise you that.

[ He should, but he won't. He needles his paws back and forth on Charles' shoulder, claws picking at the wool of his coat, tail still dancing teasingly across his cheek. ]

But I won't say no to you keeping an eye on me. I like the idea of you looking.
catting: (this is all for you)

[personal profile] catting 2025-10-29 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The Cat sinks lower into his feline shoulders to get closer to Charles' ear, claws digging in for purchase as he does but taking care not to pierce ghostly flesh, just the coat. ]

With all due respect, Charles, you don't know what trouble is. You didn't even know your own name until I called you it, and I could've picked anything to call you.

[ He isn't sure why he's putting up such a fight, but something about Charles readily accepting the Cat King's bullshit without actually knowing what that bullshit entails makes him feel... not bad, exactly, but definitely not good either. Weird. Weird, but in a kind of curious way that makes him want to prise eager paws under the lid keeping the contents unknown. He wants to know if Charles would still feel like this if he knew the truth, if he'd flirt so easily knowing the hand the Cat unwittingly played in getting them captured and subsequently tortured, if he knew how bone-deep the Cat's loneliness actually goes.

But, he doesn't let any of that unrest show on his face, because as Charles rounds the corner of the beach and starts to follow the shoreline inwards, the view of the docks comes into sight. And, well, Charles had said he'd keep an eye on him, so he might as well test that theory.

He leaps from Charles' shoulders with a little chirp, landing softly on the sand and turning to level a challenging glance at the ghost behind him before starting to scamper toward the large unassuming warehouse. ]


Don't get left behind, puppy!
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[personal profile] catting 2025-11-02 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ God, it's maddeningly good to have Charles consistently reassure him, meeting him with that firm way of seeing the world and taking it at face value, accepting its faults but also accepting that sometimes you just have to roll with them lest you be left with nothing. The Cat wonders if this is how he hooked Edwin in so completely; counteracting his logic with an easy disposition and a charming smile...

Somehow, thinking about this and being annoyed and endeared and flustered by it in equal amounts makes the Cat run faster, as though scarpering away from the train of thought that reminds him that soon enough his cats will report back with the situation on the mirror-labyrinth, or Edwin will come storming into the Cannery, or his own better judgement will suffocate his selfishness and have him pushing Charles through the mirror he'd recently installed in the corner of his throne room himself -- just to get him out of his mind, back into the waiting arms of his little agency.

He streaks across the sand, staying in sight of the ghost but nowhere near close enough to catch, until he leaps up the small walkway leading onto the dock and scurries into the Cannery through the plastic strip curtains shrouding the open doorway.

When Charles arrives, the Cat will be in human form again, stretched out on the seat of his throne as if he's been there for hours, perhaps even filing a claw and yawning dramatically. ]
catting: (when i know you were meant for me)

[personal profile] catting 2025-11-06 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, you're still here? I thought you'd given up and gone back.

[ To Edwin, is what he'd been about to say, the words that were lingering at the tip of his tongue, but he catches them just before they escape, and disguises the mishap with a playful little purse of his lips. Though, thinking of Charles going back... his eyes catch on the ornate standing mirror in the corner of the room, surveying it warily, as if he'll see what's wrong with the mirror network through simple surveillance. Everything looks the same from here, at least. He wonders how his Cats have been fairing, getting reconnaissance for him.

He slides his eyes back to Charles in the meantime, tapping a claw idly against the armrest of his throne. ]


So. This place ringing any bells?
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[personal profile] catting 2025-11-08 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Eager to get rid of him? The Cat has to laugh, because if only Charles knew how thoroughly false even the idea of that is, he'd laugh too. But the Cat's mirth doesn't last long, suffocated quickly before it's had a chance to start by the sudden reverie that overwhelms his senses completely. For a moment, instinct has him certain that there is some kind of ambush taking place — that whatever had happened to Charles, whatever had forced him to return here and had stolen his memories, is catching up with him and has therefore dragged the one getting close to him, protecting him (however loose the Cat's ability to protect anyone is) into the mess alongside him. Panic sets in, claws digging in to the arms of his throne as he's sat up straight, but soon enough the scene around them starts to flicker and chance, and rather than feeling fear at being somewhere else against his will, curiosity rears its head in him, replacing that more cowardly instinct, as the Cat's eyes fall easily upon the small boy before him.

Of course he recognises him. Even without the earring or the chain or the kohl dusted eyes or his familiar outfit, the dark curling hair and the little peak to his ears is instantly familiar, but neither as familiar as his dark eyes when they widen as the cat comes in to focus slinking through the fence. Thoughts of how and why he's being shown this fall away as he takes a step closer, watching as the Cat is clearly tempted by the offered tuna, but knows better than any pampered house cat to accept a bribe and lets his claws do the talking. The Cat can remember that anger himself, has seen it and even felt it so many times... but he's very rarely seen anyone react the way young Charles does — not with anger, but with understanding.

Children, especially boys, often favour dogs because it's easier to get them to like you. Cats require finer methods, careful planning, dedication that most kids deem too much effort, especially when the cat in question has grown past kittenhood. It makes the Cat king wonder why he keeps trying, even as time wears on, even as Charles gets little success for his attempts...

By the time the clearer memory comes around, the Cat still doesn't have an answer, but the beginning sprouts of one starts to form when he hears the shouting pressed behind a closed door, when he sees the boy shivering and hurt, when he sees the Cat recognise that fear and relate to it, and bump up against his hand.

He remembers to breathe about the same time as the memory slips away, exhaling a slow breath of quiet understanding into the strange void around him. ]
catting: (i know i'm always in your place)

[personal profile] catting 2025-11-09 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Boys Charles' age should be playing with their friends, not sitting in their own back garden with something to pass the time, talking to a cat that won't talk back, especially not in the freezing cold of late autumn when it gets dark so fast and the chill sinks in to little bones and stays there. But sometimes, as the Cat King well knows, there is safety to be had in discomfort rather than facing the fear of something trampling over a space you once thought of as yours.

His cats had shown him the gist of the conversation Charles had with Edwin and even the one he had with Crystal regarding his father, and Charles hadn't exactly been graphic with the details, but seeing it first hand like this puts it into perspective. After all, it takes common ground to garner trust in an animal so hurt by the world and the people in it. Often, like finds like in those circumstances, and Charles might not have a missing eye or a chipped ear, but the Cat King would bet that beneath his sweater or the long legs of his trousers he might have more than one or two bruises mottling his skin.

The inevitable loss hits him as painfully as if he were feeling it personally, as if he knew this cat or knew this boy beyond simply watching what they've been through. Strays aren't forever, just as cats aren't, and it's all the Cat King can do to hope that that angry ginger tom inspired the same kind of sympathy in Death when she came to pick him up, perhaps even made him a Cat King like she had presumably done for him. Didn't the Cat Boss of London have a brief spell as a ginger once?

He's broken from wondering, from the reverie completely, by Charles' clicking fingers in front of his face, and he blinks quickly to dispel the last lingering trails of mist from his vision. ]


What? [ He furrows his brow, coming back to his own mind slowly, like wading through syrup. ] What happened? Did you- [ He frowns a little harder. ] You didn't see that?
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[personal profile] catting 2025-11-11 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Weird thing.

[ He answers, a little darkness entering his expression because that right there? That felt like some kind of magic — and the only reason the Cat knows that is because it's unlike anything he's ever felt before, and magic doesn't typically work on him, so putting two and two together... It must be something powerful. Or he's losing it. ]

I was thinking about the mirror you came through and the fact that no-one's followed you here. The network must still be fucked up, because my Cats haven't come back with any update, either. But for a second I saw...

[ He squints, looking around the warehouse for a moment like he might see the remnants of the memory sneaking behind a stack of shelving. Then, he looks back at Charles. This couldn't be some elaborate prank, could it? What would anyone get out of something like that? ]

I saw... Your memories. I think. One of them, at least.
catting: (i know i'm always in your place)

[personal profile] catting 2025-11-15 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The Cat notices that little flicker in Charles' smile, like a man straining from supporting a weight from caving in for much too long. He narrows his eyes a bit. No, Charles definitely isn't pranking him. That's genuine fear, a muscle-memory reaction of Charles' body responding without his brain explaining why, to the thought of someone knowing something about him without him making the decision to divulge it. The Cat can relate, but no-one has ever got close enough to him to know anything about him, so it's an unfounded fear either way. Still. Doesn't mean he doesn't see how Charles' face changes, albeit minutely. ]

Kinda. It was about... cats.

[ He scrunches up his nose a bit, then gets up off his throne and hops down off the pallet, stalking the same way an animal might stalk prey likely to startle from sudden movements — with slow, even footsteps — across to the mirror. ]

Which is odd for more than one reason. Magic doesn't work on me, so whatever's fucking with you shouldn't have any impact on me. Which means it's not magic. Or it is, but it's really really powerful. And what's more, it's aware of my connection to you.

[ He looks back at Charles, then, having seen nothing strange in the mirror just yet. ]

After all, of all the memories you have, why show me one involving cats?
catting: (and every night i call for you)

[personal profile] catting 2025-11-28 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The Cat makes a face, not a grimace or a frown, but something somewhere in the middle. He can tell Charles' instinct is to deliberate, to discuss and puzzle out this mystery, because that's all he's known for the last thirty-whatever years at Edwin's side. He and Edwin could do this little back and forth, share ideas and come to a solution they've built together down to their excellent ghost detective teamwork.

But the Cat is not Edwin. The Cat doesn't do teamwork, because the Cat doesn't do teams. He doesn't do friends, or even partnerships. The fact that it's all down to the simple reason that he's never had the opportunity to try goes unheeded in his mind, focusing instead on the sheer lack between them. There's no great mind to puzzle out magical intention here, just a Cat who knows what to avoid and a foolish puppy of a ghost who will follow him around because he doesn't know any better. ]


If this was the same mirror you got barfed out of, I'd say it's a side effect. But this is a totally different mirror in a totally different place, on the other side of town.

[ Look at him, hypothesising anyway despite his reluctance. Anyone ever heard of a Cat detective? ]

My cannery is on a ley line. Magic is more potent here. [ He looks back to the mirror, raising his hand, tapping his four fingers on its surface one after the other - like he'd seen Edwin do in an effort to help himself think. Perhaps it'll help him, too. ] So whatever it is that's here will be more powerful too.

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